Saturday, July 28, 2007

Welts, aches and bruises

Friday lunchtime saw another 15 minutes of focused stress release. Focused on my backside alone, in deference to the state of my balls after the previous day's attentions!





Now, 2 days later, the redness has gone, but the bruises are quite clear. The ache from the bruises on my ass is similar to the ache in my balls from our session the day before. Mistress says that both of them will get worse in the coming week.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Ritual resumes

Mistress has decided that I'm getting too stressed, and so She has reinstated our lunchtime ritual. On Monday I came home for half an hour, and 15 minutes of stress release was applied.

The ball stretcher you can see me still wearing was used to suspend a selection of fishing weights from while I was being caned. Mistress has decided that since it took so many weights to 'get my attention' this time, next time she will start with one of the diving weights, and then use the fishing sinkers to 'fine tune'.

The marks look quite impressive close up, and I still feel some twinges today, 3 days later.


Today I also came home for some stress release, but this time She had me lie on my back on the bed, and attach the 'ball presenter'. Since She wrote about it on Her blog, I have attached eye-bolts to the 4 corners, and so She locked my cuffed wrists to the board. This time I was treated to 15 minutes with a tiny suede whip, a light cane, and Her favourite toy, the wartenburg wheel.


As you can see my balls are going an impressive shade of purple.

Most of our CBT play to date has been with stretching and compression, and this was our heaviest impact-play session to date. It brought up some powerful feelings afterwards, which I will go into more detail about in Her forthcoming blog entry.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Seven Random Facts

Like a lot of people who participate in the meme phenomenon, I'm not entirely sure what I think of it, but since Destiny was kind enough to tag me, how could I refuse.

Random facts about me:

1. My BDSM internet identity comes from Iain M Banks' Against a Dark Background
2. My favourite programming language is Haskell
3. I enjoy the music of Robert Fripp
4. Anal sex is one of my favourite activities
5. I once sang in the concert hall of the Sydney Opera House
6. Later this year I will present my first paper at an international conference
7. I have taken 4 of the 5 Buddhist lay vows

I tag:

Mistress 160
Mrs Claudia
Miss Bonnie

And this is the obligatory part of the meme:
The rules are simple: “Each player starts with 7 random facts/habits about themselves. People who are tagged need to write their own blog post with their 7 things as well as these rules. You need to tag 7 others and list their names on your blog. Remember to leave a comment for them letting them know they have been tagged and to read your blog.”

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Computer aided submission

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Monday, May 21, 2007

New toy

We have a new toy.


Don't you think this looks neat ?

This is my first ever serious woodwork project. It's more strenuous than it looks.


The strain on arms and shoulders is apparent in this pic - I think the wrist attachments need to be closer together. I spent 15 minutes in position while we took the pics, and I think 5 minutes more would have been my limit.

So you are kept in an all-fours pose. Your head is forced downwards and you really can't move much at all.

Apart from making a secure attachment point, cock and balls are exposed and vulnerable. The top of this upright presses against the pubic bone. It's also designed so you could put the cock across the top of the post, and just be attached by the balls. They're in a perfect place to be attacked with a riding crop.


It all comes apart. The uprights are attached with mortise and tenon joints, fixed in place by dowels that can be removed to take it apart. Possibly the shoulder strain could be relieved by removing the neck post and allowing your head to rest on the floor.

Future enhancements will include another upright post to allow a butt plug to be fixed in place, and some eye hooks to allow ropes to be tied strategically, clover clamps to be attached and tensed, balls to be stretched etc.

Monday, April 16, 2007

The intensity increases

This pic shows an extra layer of marks on top of the bruises from the previous post.
We are continuing the 'short sharp' sessions during the day, and increasing the intensity. Mistress has been focussing on two items, a short, thick cane braided in leather, and a long heavy rattan cane. The results are as follows.


Mistress waxed my backside on the weekend - makes it a whole lot more photogenic.


Sunday, April 1, 2007

A new week and a new ritual




For this week's canings, Mistress has introduced a new ritual. I come home and strip off, then I go into the lounge to wait while She gets ready. She told me that there was a drink prepared for me, and this is what I found waiting. So I knelt on the mat and lent forward to drink from my bright pink dog bowl. This was a great help in getting into a submissive mood for what was about to come.